I feel there is good in just about everyone.. I prefer to
find & focus on that part of them. Sure I've seen unkindness.. egotistical..
Judgmental.. thoughtlessness.. etc. Sometimes I have to dig through the
murkiness of their masks to find the real person.. It's often through painful
lessons I learn. I find my place in their life.. sometimes that place is to be
walked on & trampled.. to be invisible until they need or want something..
but I wouldn't have it any other way. It keeps me humble.. Gives me growth in
how I treat others.. I'm not one to give up on those people.. I just accept
them & do whatever I can to make their life better.. because when I walk
into someone's life, I'm there through it all. I know some people watch.. form
opinions.. & even might think the worst.. The only thing I can do is be
nice.. understand they do not understand, & that that's ok.. If I'm happy
making others happy.. that's all that matters. One day I know those people I
support whole hardily.. with out regrets, will no longer be part of my life one
day.. I will have out lived my usefulness to them.. but I know this going into
it. I love them anyway.. I accept that it might not be returned & their
need for me was only needed till then. It's never easy to have this happen..
but I know their life was enriched.. even if for only a little while.. but I
win by being blessed enough that they will always be in my heart.. & for
that I am truly grateful..